Old and Gray

You like this new picture of me? No I am not kidding, this really is me. I am officially an 80 yr old person. Prepare yourselves for a most bitter and depressing venting session, courtesy of Moi.

So remember the whole year and a half after I had Zoe I had some back pain, then it got even worse, and I was going to the chiropractor everyday for 3 months until I quit because my chiro guy was psycho?? And remember how I couldn't walk, sit, stand, live, sleep, or pick my nose without enduring CONSTANT irritating pain? Then, remember how the pain miraculously went away for about a year, and I was able to start living again?? Well, I am 80 again. Last wednedsay I just woke up with the same dang pain, and it just keeps getting worse! I have been going to the chiropracter every dang day for a freaking week, spending too much money trying to fix it, gotten a very expensive massage, taken tons of crap that are supposed to help me, and it is just getting worse! I am back to constant pain, all day, all night, awake or asleep. I look like an old lady. Can't walk, stand, sit, lay, or live. Forget the freaking gym membership we just got, forget fun volleyball every Friday night, forget fun at DISNEYLAND!!!!!!!! Forget freaking getting pregnant next month!!! Can you see the problem here?? I am 25 and my body is 80!!! My body wants me to live like a freaking old lady!!!! This is so not cool, and I curse my back all day long. I am constantly grouchy, irritated, on edge, and not fun... and don't even THINK about asking "how is that any different from Amy on a normal day?"

So, this is my excuse for lack of blog posts.